Everyone is searching for a feeling……..A feeling they either want more of….. or less of. 

Dr David Schneider. 

Anorexia is a mental health issue. I was too young to understand the cause in my teens but it was thanks to the love of some great friends around me that I managed to eventually switch my focus from being thin to being healthy instead.

Focusing on fitness and having the energy to be fit was a healthy shift in perspective and action to take, but I didn’t really deal with the self-esteem and self-value issues that lay lurking underneath it all. Consequently I spent the first 30 years of my life searching for happiness with the likes of boyfriends, motor bikes, alcohol, drugs, holidays and adrenaline sports as a way to soothe my inner turmoil. It was true to say, I was searching for a feeling. 

As time past a large, painful varicose vein in my leg gradually became so bad it would go numb at night and I couldn’t sleep very well. I also developed health issues like eczema, anxiety and acid reflux. Struggling to control my frustration with life in general, impacted both marital and family relationships, and I now also realise, I unconsciously looked to others for gratification, acceptance and guidance when the truth is I discovered, we all have our own built in guidance system and everything we need to live a meaningful and happy life. 

In my quest for relief and some genuine happiness, I researched and studied everything I could, desperately wanting to get to the root cause of all that was hindering me.

As my knowledge expanded and I applied that knowledge my whole life started to change, my body, health, relationships, work and finances, the results blew my mind and propelled my enthusiasm to evolve even more. I realised consciousness was key. Why had no one taught me this stuff before? Truth is….the majority of people don’t know and we currently live in a world dominated by appearance, money, fear, ignorance and control.

We are born with all our feelings and emotions for a reason, but we have never been educated to fully understand them, what they mean, and often told that we shouldn’t feel a certain way.

The word E-motion comes from the French, meaning energy in motion. Emotions are actually carriers of information and are meant to move through you, not be suppressed, ignored and rejected. Over time these emotions become stagnant in us, causing energetic blocks resulting in discomfort, pain and DIS-ease.

And UN-ease causes DIS-ease in the body. 

I had suppressed my emotions, my voice, my wants and desires as a child so much it had become second nature to me. (It was my subconscious’s way of protecting me). Over time I had become a absolute pro at it. 

And now I understand, one can smooth over an area of life, only to find the same subconscious issue shows up in a completely different area that doesn’t seem related, by way of health, habit circumstance or otherwise. Ever feel like you get over one issue to have another rear its ugly head?

I believe my weird and wonderful journey has become my purpose, and I had to experience all that I did so I could fully understand, integrate and heal to the extent, that I could help others on their journey too. 

Yes, I had great self motivation and discipline, I was very physically fit in my 20’s and 30’s but never really got the results I wanted in my body equal to the physical effort I put in. It wasn’t until I addressed my emotional issues and applied the mental aspects I learned, that I began to fall in love with my body. Now my varicose vein is gone and I’m pain free and I take great delight in wearing dresses. My other ailments have cleared up, frustration and anxiety are a thing of the past, and I experience an inner peace now, that I never want to give up. 

As my perspective changed about the capabilities of human potential, my body shape naturally changed and I finally made sense and healed my health issues and of the parts of my life that I thought I had no control over, bound me by fear and induced pain. You can too. 

We are incredible human beings, designed with all of our senses, emotions, physicality and consciousness for good reason, and we really were designed to feel good. 

We are an electro-magnetic beings, our thoughts are magnetic, our emotions magnetic, and they are your creative power. You will automatically create your life with this electro-magnetic field of intelligence but it is way more powerful to create consciously and use your thoughts and emotions to your advantage. The trick is understanding them.

Tapping into a higher knowledge and this energetic level will simply have faster results than just working at the physical and environmental level, which often leave us (and I’m talking from experience) feeling powerless and exhausted. 

Once you know something you cant un-know it, and anything outside of your awareness takes away personal choices

Your body and mind continually work on a feed back loop, so I love to work holistically combining the physical, mental and emotional, the conscious and subconscious. 

One of my passions now is to guide others to discover their own strength, healing power, and find a sense of peace much faster than I did. I’d love to share this wonderful knowledge with you and I know in my heart it will shift your perspective for ever and have a huge impact on all areas of your life.